indranee

2008-06-30T20:15:00.005+08:00

Expectations : the degree of probability that something will occur

Ever notice how hard it is to meet up to someone's expectations these days..
We have started living in a world that is made of Glass.A "Glass world" which is equivalent to Expectation.

Our life is soo costume to this phrase that we have stop being a human. A human who has the natural ability to think and protect our self from any danger, in fact we are the only species alive who know there is danger ahead and yet walk right through it.

Face life, i mean what is life if you dont have sour memories and broken dreams.These are the things that actually make life worth living for right. Dont bother gathering scatered dreams/memories/relaitionship ..waste of time ( tats how i see it). Why not pur those energy and time into making something sweeter. So sweet that it puts a smile on your face every single time you think about it.

Don't let expectation rule your life.
( i know its easier said then done..but we can try..nothing is impossible)

2007-08-07T13:50:00.000+08:00

Home-made!!!!

Roof said : Aim High

Fan said : Be cool

clock said : Every minutes preciuos

Mirror said : Reflect before Act

Window said : See the World

calender said : Be upto date

Door said : Push hard ( the opportunity door) to achieve
your goal....

All The Best!!!!!

2007-07-22T00:16:00.000+08:00

Grieving to be A Star!!!

"Thank you hollywood!!!", the tv industry has done a very great job in indication what it takes to be a STAR!!

The Grieving has come to an Extent where girls are willing to put themselves under the knifes to look as good as movie celebrities..but little do they know that what they see is not what it is.Its become so common to hear someone saying that they want to perfect themselves with the help of plastic surgery...we are soo immune to such thing. Thank you once again "Hollywood."

The entertainment world is fooling them..and their one clever medium is "television." I'm not saying that i'm against looking slim and beautiful but looking like a "stick" and claiming that that's how it should be is WRONG..this issue has being surfacing all the time in our normal daily life conversion like the way global warming had been but sadly as we know that its too late now to regret on our actions..hopefully the desire of being " slim" does not suffer the same faith as how our EARTH is suffering.

How naive can the ladies out there get??? Recent case studies show that it is soo easy to lure/convince women to put their live in danger for chance of a lifetime role in Hollywood. They easily turn up for auditions in hotel room alone and become a victim to casting couch ( exchange of sexual pleasure for a ROLE )they are even killed if they fight back!! Open your eye, don't be naive no matter how badly you want your DREAM. I'm not saying every audition KILLs. AUDItion through manager/agents are a signs of REAL audition.

Hunger for Stardom is exactly what predators pray.. if ever along the way you have this little hesitation.. trust your instinct, don't be afraid to trust and follow the voice inside you! Be Safe..Follow Your Dream...Follow Your Guts..

Destiny

2007-06-09T22:09:00.000+08:00

Watch your thoughts;
they become Words.

Watch your words;
they become Actions.

Watch your actions;
they become Habits.

Watch your habits;
they become Character.

Watch your character..
it becomes your Destiny!

-Frank Outlaw

[The Wheel of Time]

This few days i have been feeling really frustrated with everything around me..this mood of mine has effected others around me directly or indirectly somehow..just a small request to those people..be patient, i'm new at this or this experience..just be patient..

2007-06-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

why does life put me in front of such double face creeps ?

nice..

2007-06-05T20:03:00.001+08:00

this pic was taken from my hp..w550i..cool nah..anyways if u are wondering if that's my leg ..yea it is..taken at Hnin's condominium swimming pool.alright tats all abt it...

The last week of sch is coming to an end before our study break starts..this term modules are boring..not as though previous ones were great but..i know i should not be grumbling about it as i do not have a choice over the modules..

Ive been so into having fun(!), not to mention shopping and bumming around, I seriously forgot all about the ‘real’ stuff. Like studying.
So its back to getting my nose to the grinding wheel again.
Focus focus focus. come onnn.

Times like this are when u wish there was such thing as magic..where u can simple use a magic stick and make everything fine..where's harry porter when I need one..not as though I'm a great fan..but I'm desperate..

Things have not been really going that well for me..i dont know is it just me or it happen with everyone...i felt that i really knew that person but then came a point or a moment which proved me so wrong. i just dont understand why such behaviour just escapes our eye..why isnt it a black and white situation.

Watch your character..
it becomes your Destiny

Am i sick..

2007-06-01T13:11:00.000+08:00

B.O.R.I.N.G

I'm sipping onto my homemade coffee (yummmy) ..damn bored..and ya i'm home alone at this point of time..my com is blasthing with bollywood song (Aashiq Banaya Aapn)..just a small attempt to get rid of the silence..

The rain just enhances the taste of this damn coffee. It's pouring madness..

Feeling really down..

common test is just around the corner..and i've yet to figure out mu modules..sounds really lame but thats the fact..tried to my best not to let this fear get me but... hey somethings you just can't run away from..

...in fact it just catches you by surprise.

KRSNA

2007-05-31T14:36:00.000+08:00

K.R.S.N.A

As we all chase after our goals in life somewhere along the road we tend to let go of things that are valuable to us... I mean whats life without an impossible dream.

Generally speaking, we get soo lost..broken..that at times like this we look for a shoulder to lean on for comfort and care. And what if we dont have anyone to tend to..what do you do..

As for me i turn to my belief in LORD..It makes me feel important and HIS not judgemental.

The world seem so contend with scientific evidence that we begin to question the exsistence of GOD..does he really exsist..

Look around you and you'll see the effect of science influence instantly. I don't understand why we tend to struggel for things and fit into a world where you're on the judging scale all the time..

Reality is one..that Religion... and its not what we choose to believe is true. relationship with God is the actual truth.

life should be used to uncover that religion, which is everyone’s natural heritage, including myself. Dont let it get lost so as to chase for your big dreams, but instead use it as an additional plus point to strengthen your progress in life..

Give it a try.. we'll never be happy rejecting something which is our birth right..will we???

Happy Birthday BAbe

2007-05-27T11:38:00.000+08:00

Birth-day-Gal

just wanna give a shout out to my fren shamini...happy birthday yaar..i know u enjoyed the little surprise but some retartd stuff spoil ur mood..well all i can say..at every step, life throws new challanges..not to worry it just makes every individual much strong..

happy birthday gal ...

just a little something for u :

"Silence does not always mark wisdom".Samuel Taylor Coleridge.

In this Era...silence will never be appreciated

But instead it is always mistaken for weakness.

I totally agree when claim that:

to talk little, to hear much, to reflect alone upon what has passed in company, to distrust one's own opinions, and value others that deserve it.

Deserve it..not all are worth the love ..not because they are little compared to others..but its just that they have yet to reach the level of maturity and wisdom which they will but after learning it the hard way..

This really makes sense to me :I cannot give you the formula for success, but I can give you the formula for failure--which is:Try to please everybody.

Herbert Bayard Swope

All i know is that it is foolish to fear what you cannot avoid...

To those who do not appreciate the feelings and the importants of relationship

I'm hoping this will make sense to YOu ..at the end of the day what you have left is how you treat ONEs around you...Because life is after all nothing but KARMA..

gor·geous

2007-05-27T10:49:00.000+08:00

I luv tis PIC!!!

i just love tis pic..its my favourite...hahahha..we look drop dead gorgeous..i mean how can someone look so damn gooooddd..hahhaha ....noe wad I mean..

........Hnin.......indrani......shamini........

Wine = friendship

2007-03-20T01:43:00.000+08:00

the older the wine..the better it taste

If you like older, "well-aged," or mature wines, then yes, older is better, as simple as that.

I mean its a very easy theory to understand or better followed from generation to generation in the wine industry===> old is better!

But that's not the only thing tat determines the goodness of wine, feeling of smoothness and delighfultness are such other factor. You might come across a wine tat tastes off, musty or moldy, now tats not how a good wine taste!

i wouldnt say that i'm an expert in jugding or tasting a wine but one thing for sure tat our three senses are involve namely, sight, smell and taste. Such a delicate and logical methods are used..

Well now you must be wondering wad am i driving at..ok to the main point..

In life you may come across with lots of different people..may or may not make new friends or relationship..Seen such relation being made and lost..some for good some for the worst..But till to date i'm still not able to understand why do peple tend to let go of frens or love ones for someone new..letting go years of moment to creat new moments.. moment/memories built on a foundation tat is made up of dead and lost frens never do they succeed.. do they?

Judging and and treasuring friendship involves lots of work in a way similar to wine making..sometimes you are hurt and sometimes you are loved..sometimes you loose and sometimes gain..But wadever u get in return are a bonus cos in friendship = sturdy shelter( no greed..no shellfishness..)

"Forsake not an old friend; for the new is not comparable to him: a new friend is as new wine; when it is old, thou shall drink it with pleasure."- Sirach 9:10

tis really makes sense doesnt it :)

DREAMZ....

2007-03-17T19:55:00.000+08:00

has there ever been a point in life when u just feel that u are not happy with the things around you ...that there is someone totally different inside you who is eagerly waiting to come out. And that person inside of you is full of dreams and hope.what is dreams ??

A series of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations occurring involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep.

A state of abstraction; a trance.

A state of abstraction; a trance.

A condition or achievement that is longed for; an aspiration

Well for me i would say dreams is all about creating your life the way u exactly want it to be and ya tats how life should be..Someone may have stolen your dream when it was young and fresh and you were innocent..but ever in life you feel that i wanna relive that same dream ..dont look back and don't even hesitate cos Some desires are necessary to keep life in motion.

cluBBing

2007-01-13T15:10:00.000+08:00

Clubbing ===> a public or private establishment that is open late at night to provide entertainment, drink, music and/or dancing

well tats the general point of view that u can get from certain people..you get different points of view when it comes to clubbing from different individuals as compared to back then..things were much simpler..clubbing===> WRONG

i mean if u look at things, making decision back then was so much easier because wrong and right were like so black and white. BUT now it would be a pure headach making that same decision.

The question here now is " to go or not to go", many would say thats individual preference..lets say u decide to go for it..would u be proud to say u do..i mean without thinking what kind of impression that person would have about you.

Back then, it would be DEfinite NO for the ladies but now things are not the same, equality, in almost everyting.i mean we ladies also have the right for entertainments..

But ACCEPT it girls, no matter how fast this world might move we are always expected to know our limits. By the way take it as a compliment cos despite all the mordernisations and rapid changes , our role and values are still high, we are still respected in our own ways, therefore there will definitely be EXPECTATIONS . Just a few days ago, this friend of mine actually mention the the word ' visually rape ', and then it stayed in my head, and got me vexed.

thinking that u are totally safe in the club but are u really safe ? I always believe that even though u are not physical touched but u are definitely ' visually rape '. i have no problem with wadever decision or point of view u might finally made but make sure its opinionated with reason!!!

The magic of 'ada'

2006-12-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

Umrao Jaan - Beauty, grace, class and that "something" called 'ada', blend it with memorable poetry, soul stirring vocals, lilting music

Too many good things to list..The whole film is like a beautiful poem being unveiled on screen..Rekha,Ameeran /Umrao

In an interesting twist of fate...Aishwarya Rai now playes the role of Ameeran/Umrao..who did a batter job..????...the funny thing is that for her part Aishwarya sobs her eyes out from the very beginning, up until the very end. She simpers and whimpers and yet you’re just not moved.

In contrast, you're reminded of Rekha who in the earlier film suffers in silence all along, holding back her tears till the very end, building up to a big climatic moment when your heart goes out to her.

I loved the movie, even though it WAS really slow and draggy.I was just loving the dances and fancy urdu poetry.#grin#.

It is definitely the story of thousands of young girls.. sold off to become courtesans; practically impossible to escape. And the saddest thing is, it still happens.

frenzship..

2006-12-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

When Friendship Becomes Unhealthy

When spending time with a friend leaves you tense, frustrated, angry or upset, it may be time to reevaluate how healthy this relationship really is.

1) Do you feel badly about yourself, put down or demeaned often when you're with them?

2) Do you tend to give more to the friendship than you get back?

3) Do you feel unusually dependent on them or them on you, more so than your other friends?

"If you answer 'yes' to any of these questions, you need to consider whether this is a friendship worth keeping as is."

Once you find yourself in a such friendship, how do you change the situation? Is confrontation always the best option, or is it sometimes OK to let the friendship die a natural death?

"If you feel that most of the time spent together leaves you unhappy and unwell, then communicate openly with your friend. "Just get to the point of the problem and then listen. You might learn something you didn't know and can compromise or rekindle the relationship from a new, set point."

Sometimes, though, it's easier just to let the friendship die from neglect.however, that ending a friendship can leave a painful gap in our lives no matter how unhealthy that relationship was. "Give yourself time to grieve and get your feelings out."

it is important in a friendship to express yourself naturally and truthfully**

New YEAR Resolution

2006-12-28T00:42:00.000+08:00

punctuality...

Ya, i know there are many people who will agree with me that i need to improve on my punctuality..."The trouble with being punctual is that nobody's there to appreciate it." - Franklin Jones. I need to improve it and that’s it. And stop justifying my laziness.

Motivations:

1. "I have always been a quarter of an hour before my time, and it has made a man of me." - Lord Nelson

2. "Better three hours too soon than a minute too late." - William Shakespeare.

i just wanna get rid of the very much overused and abused reason..'Indian Timing’.
i dont wanna associated with it and its not true cos not all indian are like that( my fren SHAMINI for an example)

But more importantly, learning to respect other’s time.
"You may as well borrow a person's money as his time." - Horace Mann**
this makes a lot of sense to me*

math = madness

2006-12-28T00:29:00.000+08:00

when it comes to math, I always find myself in dark tunnels with no light at the end etc.. im freaking out basically wen it comes to math. #lol#

But then I came across Einstein’s comment ‘Whatever your difficulties are in calculations, I can assure you, mine are greater still’.

So that was it..with such a personal assurance from Einstein himself. I can't complain about math. He failed Maths in 9th Grade you know. Now that's really Comforting to know

wow maybe i'll be a famous mathematician when i grow up (!) I cant think of anything more unlikely.

reincarnation of Buddha

2006-12-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

Ram Bahadur Banjan, 16, a missing teenage boy in KATMANDU, Nepal ( believes to be the reincarnation of Buddha ).

Eight months have already passed since he began his "deep meditation" but the confusion whether he has really not eaten or drunk anything during this period is still unresolved. It has been claimed that the 16-yr-old has not drunk even a single drop of water since he began his meditation on May 17, last year.

Authorities in Nepal urged religious groups and scientists on to help solve the mystery of a meditating teenaged boy who some believe is an incarnation of Buddha

Buddha, who founded Buddhism, was born a prince in Lumbini, a dusty village in Nepal’s rice growing plains about 350 km west of the capital Kathmandu, over 2,600 years ago.
He attained enlightenment at Bodh Gaya in Bihar that borders Nepal.

now is this just a sign of strong determination, like they say mind over matter ..or is it just his strong faith that's keeping him going..now thats something to think about..

save water!!

2006-12-27T22:48:00.000+08:00

#roflrofl# how do i always come across this kind of crazy stuff?!

omkara ada!!

2006-12-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

I see a strange pattern here. I just seem to like all the not soo good looking actors. But I watched OMKARA and liked his work. hehe..as usual la..

Don’t really like aishwariya [her acting I mean. I DO definitely think shes the most beautiful person in the world]. Watched Dhoom 2..I swear...Ash and Bipasa should have changed roles. she would have done a more convincing job.hahah but wad the heck Ajay's acting was much better and yea he was looking good man.

……………..Or is it just looooove that makes everything seem fine, and me more accommodating tonot soo good looking actors?#rofl#

TOUCH- WOOD..

2006-12-24T17:20:00.000+08:00

To touch wood or knock on wood is a superstition action to ward off any evil consequences or bad luck, perhaps because of some recent action you’ve taken or untimely boasting about your good fortune, it can also be a charm to bring good luck.

Not sure wad other occasions touchwood is used for,but i do have the tendecy of asking 'whys' and 'hows' of everything.Just found out where the phrase originates from ( had to cos got reminded of an occasion when my friend shamini used it..wad it meant was not the concern..but it got stuck in my head)

The origin is unknown, though some writers have pointed to pre-Christian rituals involving the spirits of sacred trees such as the oak, ash, holly or hawthorn. An old Irish belief that you should knock on wood to let the little people know that you are thanking them for a bit of good luck. There’s also a belief that the knocking sound prevents the Devil from hearing your unwise comments.

Everything has origination- you just need to find out what they are.It really annoys me when people form an opinion about something without knowning about it espicially when its a negative one.

I have no problems if you find out the reason behind something, and then say it silly, or disagree with it, or form a negative opinion on it.But find out, and be opinionated with reason!!!

The Power of Speech

2006-12-24T16:50:00.000+08:00

"Let your speech be always with grace, seasoned with salt,that ye may know how ye ought to answer every man" - Colossians 4:6

~ indrani~ at 3:53 AM

A succesful women..

2006-12-24T16:44:00.000+08:00

A Successful Woman

'A successful man is one who can make more money than his wife can spend.

A successful woman is one who can find such a man' - Lana Turne

*hey there's always a plan B incase tis dont work out...know wad i mean..

~indrani~ at 3:26 AM

Galz watch out!!

2006-12-24T16:22:00.000+08:00

DREAMz...

its not a big deal now a days for a girls to walk up to their parents .. saying that they wish to become the next big thing in hollywood..bollywood..or in any kind of entertainment world..its nice to know tat at times parents do support their dreams..I was watching TYRA BANK SHOW recently..and what i saw was really shocking not that i did not expect such a thing to be happening in mordern world but ..hey where have all the smart girls gone...
Posing nude just to become the next supermodal on your first audition..now thats something for all to think about..basically all were willing to do as what the camera man was asking with the hope that they are one step closer to their dream..on top of tat they were made to pay cash up front for their portfolio..WRONG gals now tat really wrong..a right agency will never take cash from you and make u post nude on your first audition..NEVER!!!
SO gals just keep in mind tat never ever give in..be strong..listen to the voice within you..respect yourself...there's no short cut in life..

~ indrani~
at 3:00 AM 1 comments

clouds = humans= so alike..

2006-12-24T16:18:00.000+08:00

Clouds

Has anyone ever noticed how clouds that appear in the same place, move at different speeds? And how sometimes clouds are so thick and fluffy, they MUST most definately be THE cloud nine!.. While there are others that are stretched over so thin that they’re barely there?I know theres a scientific reason for all this. But still. Its one more beautiful thing of nature. I guess it all depends on the amount of moisture in the cloud, the air pressure, and whatever.The world is full of things that all move, grow and develop at different speeds. Even people.

~indrani~

i can't believe tis

2006-12-24T16:11:00.000+08:00

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Blogging+ Me = So Not ME..

Soo..yaaa..its me and yaa i'm blogging..i never thought i'll be doing tis but... hey wad the heck..there's a first time for everything..i guess its not a bad thing to blog..hopefully i'm write and time will only prove tat..the only reason why i decided to do tis cos :

i'm damn bored
a way to express my thoughts
wit the hope tat something good will come out of tis

i guess i suck at tis (blogging) ....takes time i know..just hope tat i'll be able to keep up ..cos i tend to lose interest in stuff quite easily...so hope i dont leave tis half way..tis will be for today hope its ok for a first timer..nites..and yea while i was penning dowm my thoughts i was actually talking to raj..smsing shamini and chatting..multi tasking..